zodiacsociety:

Aries + Scorpio
Taurus + Sagittarius
Gemini + Pisces
Cancer + Aquarius
Leo + Libra
Virgo + Capricorn

I want to go back to being little. I want to go back to happiness, making milkshakes out of ice cream in bowls at the kitchen table with my little brother, while my mom ready Harry Potter aloud. I want to go back to feeling whole. I want to go back to before I was broken and disappointed. I want to go back to before I disappointed everyone. I want to go back to never wondering if someone would ever love me unconditionally; to before I even knew what that meant other than the feeling of being loved by my family. I want to go back to not knowing what it feels like to be too difficult to love. I want to go back to not being tired of myself, to believing in myself and thinking I could someday do or be something extraordinary. I want to go back to not knowing what it feels like to be walked away from. Before I put my heart and the heart of my child into the hands of someone who didn’t intend to stay through rough waters. I want to go back to believing that someone would fight for me; that they’d be happy, no ecstatic, to be loved by me and all I have to offer, and accept my ugly flaws because I’m just me. I want to go back to simple happiness, ignorance of the world and the cruel ways people treat fragile hearts. I want to go back to before my heart was broken, to before I knew what it was to love someone with everything I am and lose them. I want to be little again.